I gotta say what's on my mind.
Something about us, doesn't seem right these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,
somehow the plan is always rearranged.

It's so hard to say,
but I gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay

I've got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Don't wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away.

I'm leaving today
Cause I gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay

I've got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

what about trust?

You know I never wanted to hurt you.

What about me?

What am I supposed to do?

I gotta leave but I'll miss you

miss you.

So I've got to move on, and be who I am.
(why do you have to go)
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand.
( trying to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
(I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way.

I've got to move on, and be who I am.
(what about us?)
I just don't belong here,
I hope you understand.
(try to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday.
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

I gotta go my own way,
I gotta go my own way,

bloggin at colours!

lalala~ whee! i'm bloggin at the colours!
hehes.. first time trying out.. lols!
so sakai.. hmmm.. xD

anyways.. it's dear's birthday today!
hehes! went out dinner wif dear and his mummy..
after went back to dear's house..
stomacache? lolx!! kolienns..
neways.. celebrated dear's birthday..
light the candle on the cake..
when he was in da toilet!! hahas..
wanna give him a surprise...
hope he feels happyyy... tralallaa..

neways.. am going home soon ady..
hehes! kinda breezy tonight..
i feel happy..

anyways.. till then.. xD


Happy Birthday Dear!
Wish you all the best in everything you d0!
I hope you like all the surprises from me.. ^^

raya?

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! =P
hahas! neways.. went to visit nenek only..
wakakka! xD yummy yummy food..
hiks hiks..
having hols f0r a week..
s0 neways.. nothing much happen...
home.. tv.. study.. sleep..

finally i get to clear things up wif S...
and i hope it's all okay already..
anyways.. be strong, girl..
things will be okays..

anyways.. am going back home ady..
update soon.. xD
t0odles!

o91o!!

it's o9!!
such a lovely day..
lOls!! anyways... did my studies this morning..
had lunch when mum came home..
afterthat watched cartoon and movie wif her..

went to old house in the afternoon..
did my studies on commerce..
and now i'm online..
xD i miss getting online so much..

so neways..
chatted wif a few friends..
and checked my fs.. so many comments..
lazy to reply =x
hiks hiks... tRalalalla~

will be waiting for mummy to pick mii home..
we're having dinner at home tonite..
=) goshh!! i wsh spm is over...
rarrrr... can't wait for it to be over..
den i'm freee... wakakaka! xP

phil is sick for the pass few days..
hiks hiks =/ hope he gets well s0on..
blehhhs ; panda... hahas! @.@

till then.. will blog again s0on..
toodles!

thursdayy~

tralalala~ w0ke up ard 5.30..
called alex and shayn..
they're n0t going to school..
so am not going too.. wakaka~
slept till 10 smth..
woke up .. studied my maths..
mum g0t back home.. we cooked lunch..

had lunch while watching tv... xD
afterthat.. studied..
watch tv together at 3..
den we went to our old house..
and here i am bloggin..
ahhahas~ b0ring... did n0thing much today..
hiks hiks~ till then.. might n0t be going to school again
tomoro.. or.. hmmm.. shud i go? hahas! =.=''

wednesdayy xD

xD end up sleeping..
didn't g0 to school today.. yeap..
woke up ard 10..
mum's student came..
hurhur~` n0isy.. the house alarm rang..
no idea why.. hikss~

anyways.. showered.. had lunch while watching tv
' i'll always know what you did last summer '
hurhur~ i've watched so many times ady..
still i didn't get bored of it.. hehes!
afterthat.. talked *

studied a lil..
watched tv with mummy till i fall asleep..
till 5 smth? OMG!! why am i so tired..
hurhur~

i'm now at my old house..
mummy went to granny's place..
hehes! xD
g0nna surf ard internet..
kekes~ till then.. not sure if i'm going school tomoro..
hiks hiks... =P

x)

didn't g0 to school today..
ahaha xD nobody's going... hiks hiks..
anyways.. slept till 9 smth..
woke up.. studied my literature..

mum came back ard almost 12..
had lunch wif her...
den watched tv... cartoon!! wheee~
hahahas! =P afterthat mum left for work..
showered and studied...

mum came back ard 7..
went out dinner wif her at ' junction '
quite a nice place.. xD
after dinner.. we went to padungan street
to watch the procession..
lOls! nice.. i just love it.. blehhs ;

anyways, don't think i'm going to sch0ol tomoro either..
most of my friends arent going too~
x) till then~ wish everyone who is sitting for PMR exams..
good luck!! =D

first day of oct~

FIRST DAY OF oCt o7 !!!
i hope this month will be a happy month~

yyeaps.. i'm at my old house ryte now..
just g0t back home from tuition..
phil sent mii here..
waiting for mummy to come and pick mii..
blehhs ; xP

t0day.. woke up ard 6.20..
went to sch0ol ard 7 smth..
hurhur~ class.... kinda empty..
yyea.. ll0tsa ppl didn't show up.. hiks hiks...
anyways.. we did a short test given by
the Ministry of Education?

afterthat.. it's like super boring!
rarr!! n0t quite in the mood th0..
hmm.. i'm glad things are getting so much
better already compared to before..
i can smile again.. but still lil down..
hmm.. exams just around the c0rner...
g0tta study hard!! spm.. sighh...
can't wait for it to be over... hahahas!

i wanna enjoy my longg holidayyyss!!
wakaka! =Pp no no... study first..
hehes! it's 6pm ady..
kinda hungry.. hurhur` still waiting
for mummy... the curry phil's mummy cooked
for mii is so tempting... rarrr...
lols!! =P

anyways.. tomorrow.. i don't feel like going to sch0ol..
most of my classmates aren't going..
but i think i'm going coz am wanna discuss
bout my english paper... hikss...
hope i can score more.. wakakkaka~ xD

am just browsing thru mum's com..
hmm.. lotsa old picx of mii.. gosh..
my smile is so diff compared to now..
waaaaa =(
hiks hiks... i feel old... wakakak~
till then~

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i'm so glad that things are alright now..
i hope there's no more of this...
sorry, take care~