bloggin at old house

sometimes i feel that things is going to be ok..
sometimes i feel like.. what should i do?

my mind will be full of the question

' WHY? '

trying hard not to think about it but it all comes
everytime before i sleep..

bloggin at old house

everyday is a tough day for me..

today, u said
' everything will be fine '

what is that suppose to mean when
u know it's not ' fine '


replies to tag

viviantan : thanks alot.. i hope so too.. hugs*
nana : its so obvious of what's going on.. u can ask shim shim
too.. its ok.. i'll try to cheer up.. thanks alot! hugs*
CSX : thanks alot for dropping by.. i'll try..

bloggin at my cousin's house

its the 5th day ady..
and i'm still sad.. hmm..

nothing much to blog...
not in the mood either..
i just hope that things will be ok tonight.. (:

i hope what you're mum said is true...

see you tonight~


to all my family and friends..
thank u so much for everything...
i'll be ok i guess.. i hope it'll be ok too..

bloggin at the colours

everything has come to an end...
this day finally arrived..

mum, i know i told u that its my friend
who have some problems.. but i guess u know that
its actually me... i know you will be reading this..
i just dont know how to tell you..
thanks for being there always with me... (:

YOU, i never knew u would turn out this way..
i dont even know what's going on actually..
i just hope one day i'll get to know why..
and somehow i just wish that everything
will be ok again.. is it possible?

sighs...

i guess not... u told me things..
but why do you act this way?
what's behind you.. what are u thinking?

should i believe what you said to me?
or should i just forget about it?

thanks for everything....

thanks

thank you so much dearest shim <33

when u look me in the eye

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true,

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never want to let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

bloggin at my old house (:

it has been a week since

..................................................................................

sighs*

remember me this way

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down

Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found

I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go

And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me, you're everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

):

bloggin at my old house (:

I'm NOT ok and I'm very UNHAPPY

bloggin at my cuzzie's house

last night i had a hard time
due to some problems but i'm glad
everything is ok already (: cheers! hehe!

woke up today and went over to
alison-cuzzie's house..
hehes! went online to download some stuffs..
den we went jadepot for lunch..
bout 2 smth.. hahas! late lunch...

afterthat we went back to her place..
her uni friends came over to play games..
i was downloading songs in my laptop
and games.. so happy i have my games once again!
teehees! was at her place till lyk... now?
it's almost 8 already..

am going home soon,
just feel like blogging (:
as i have been blogging since years ago..
hehhehs! i think multiply users are wayy friendly..
hehes! ^^ agree? hehe! met lotsa new friends
there too! was wondering whether i shud change back
to multiply.. kekes! xD

till then,
i better head home ady.. ^^

bloggin at my old house (:

(: 1st of May!
it's Labour Day today!
Public Holiday! yayys!

n0thing so great too tho.. but then
mum will not be working (:
slacked at home the whole day with mum
watching tv.. ^^ den we went over
to our old house...

hehes! tomorrow there's an examination briefing..
d0nt feel like going actually as i'm not feeling well..
anyways, had a great chat with some of my friends
and my sister (:

exam is coming! hehes!
meaning..... HOLIDAYS are coming too!
so excited! :P