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grandma is admitted in the hospital..

went to Normah Medical Specialist Centre

just now to visit her.. she had her surgery

and now she's ok.. just that she's in pain..

it breaks my heart when she held my hand and told me that it hurts =((

stay strong grandma and hang in there.. 

the pain will go away..

God is with you ♥ 

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went for photoshooting today..

went to friendship park, reservoir, bau, samarahan..

i dono where else.. LOL!

took a few pictures.. went to the paddy fields..

it was my first time being so near to a paddy field..

i was actually on the paddy field.. haha! great experience.. =))

nothing much today.. spent most of the time in the car..

the distance... ugh... wasted time mostly in the car..

oh well, but i'm glad atleast i took a few..

due dates are coming! stressing..

8R photos? 23 pieces?

i wonder how much does it cost.. 

geez... spend money again and again ...

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oh yeahh.. i was so pissed yesterday because of my assignment partner..

FHL... son of a bitch.. due date is on monday..

he told me to do my part and he do his..

so yeah.. i did mine.. finished.. he couldn't show me his progress

because he asked people to design at the shop..

in the end he told me to meet him up at college at 1.30pm..

so i stayed in college till then.. i called him and he told me he couldn't come

because he's busy.. and he said.. ' there's not enough time, we do individual la '

i was like ' cheeeeeeebyeeee you! !@#$%^!*& . . . . . . . . . . '

and i hung up the phone.. fuck la~ you know how disappointing is it 

and somehow i felt betrayed? especially during last minute? 

reallyfuckman! go die please? =.=|||

anyways, i had help from friends..

thanks alot.. so i guess i'm doing it individual la..

Thank God for helping me and sending friends to help me out..

really thankful.. i appreciate it..

i believe God will always make a way for us.. 

Amen?

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dear isn't feeling well too.. =((

he's been having sorethroat for a day or two now?

his mood is down too.. because it hurts alot for him

due to some reasons.. right now he's alright...

because he took med.. so i guess the med is working..

but when the med went off... he'll feel restless again =((

get well soon my dear!!

f e a r

Okayy,, i got this random thingy.. So i've decided to blog about it.. :))

What are you afraid of? I'm sure most of us fear about something.. not everything but there are still things that we are afraid of no matter how tough you are :DD but these are just randoms that i got and i will mark an 'X' on the ones i'm afraid of.. i haven't read it.. so here goes .. :)

I’m afraid of…

[X] the dark (not all the time, unless its like in the woods or something)

[ ] staying single forever

[ ] being a parent

[ ] giving birth

[ ] being myself in front of others.

[x] open spaces

[x] closed spaces

[X] heights (definitely..)

[X] dogs (fierce ones. tell me u're not? lols! if not why do we have watchdogs?)

[  ] birds

[X] fish (sharks?)

[X] spiders

[  ] flowers or other plants

[X] being touched

[ ] fire

[ ] deep water

[X] snakes (wild ones)

[ ] silk

[ ] the ocean

[X] failure

[ ] success

[X] thunder/lightning

[ ] frogs/toads

[ ] my boyfriend’s/girlfriend’s dad

[ ] boyfriend’s/girlfriend’s mom

[ ] rats

[ ] jumping from high places

[ ] snow

[ ] rain

[ ] wind

[ ] crossing hanging bridges

[ ] death

[ ] heaven

[ ] being robbed

[ ] falling

[ ] clowns

[ ] dolls

[ ] large crowds of people

[ ] men

[ ] women

[ ] having great responsibilities

[ ] doctors

[X] tornadoes

[X] hurricanes

[X]incurable diseases

[X] sharks

[ ] Friday the 13th

[ ] ghosts

[ ] poverty

[ ] halloween

[ ] school

[ ] trains

[ ] odd numbers

[ ] even numbers

[X] being alone (in a way)

[X] becoming blind

[X] becoming deaf

[ ] growing up

[X] creepy noises in the night

[X] bee stings

[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals

[ ] needles

[ ] blood

[ ] dinosaurs

[ ] the welcome mat

[ ] high speed

[ ] throwing up

[ ] falling in love

[ ] super secrets

LOL~ that was funny,, certain things i was wondering.. nahh, but IF den yes..lols,, if you get what i mean.. when you read it.. i'm sure you have alot of questions in your mind.. =))  i got 21 over 72 ?

What about you ?

What are you afraid of ?  :DD

1227pm

bored! i feel like going out...

mum is going to work soon..

anybody wanna go out? LOL~

went breakfast this morning with dear

and then i went back home... dear left for work..

so, i online until now.. facebooking, millionaire city..

its a sunny day! 

hehes! friday todayy~

waiting for my uncle to call me..

please call soon ! hahaha! i can't wait.. 

=P hiaks hiakss~

its gonna rain !

dark clouds are coming..

its gonna rain. 

i'm bored.

had lunch with friends..

right now am back but bored..

nothing much to do.. dear is working..

happy for him.. work hard ! =))

what am i doing?

facebooking?

millionaire city?

hollywood city?

baking life?

cafe life?

nightclub city?

LOL! 

gonna have a nap!

toodles!

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its 10.21am now..

i'm in class.. 

and... sigh!

one thing i can say is..

class is super 

everyone is in class doing their own thing..

including lecturer.. hmm~

some are watching movie?

and the line is super lag because of that..

sometimes, its just.... sigh,

i mean, hey,. don't watch movie here in class..

don't be so inconsiderate.. the line isn't yours

but everyone else's ..

atleast be considerate..

watch movie at home or something..

geez.. 

going back in a bit i guess..

nothing to do here.. siienns~~