=(

what you've said hurts me deep inside..

it'll always be in me.. just like a scar..

i will never forget it..

broken..

i'm dead inside once again..

brokened

sigh~ stupid me.. lol! =.=''

nothing can explain how i feel anymore..

i dont know how long can i keep this

feelings in me anymore...

=(

=.=

stop ordering people around la..

you think you have every rights mer?

sigh...

not even a single day u could just

NOT order ppl around to do this and that..

so spoilt... u like ppl to be honest to you..

so here's it..

you changed alot..

you're self centered...

you're so boastful lately...

or maybe i just realised it or what?

=.=''

i'm not gonna just be stupid and listen...

i have my rights~

i'm disappointed~

get well

just got back from Normah Hospital..

grandpa is not feeling well ;[

so sad to see him this way...

s0bss..

i hope you'll get well ah kong~

tagged by Sally

1 我的大名: Samantha Chin

2 我的生日：01.09.1990

3谁传给你的：LOL ; who else? Sally l0hx.. =Ppp meow`

4 生日想得到什么礼物：al0t of things~ but u can get me anything =D ~

5 近期压力大的事：f r i e n d s

6 想做的事：sleep~ ^@^ (tired)

7 有没有喜欢的人：=P why should i tell you?

8 同学会要回去找老师吗: sure, why not?

9 跟谁出去最幸福 : it depends ^^

10如果你的两个好友吵架了：talk it out with em~

11 跟情人最想去哪：Paris ... wakakkakaka xD

12 圣诞节要做啥：party~ presents!!

13 最想跟谁过圣诞节 : love ones~

14 有没有床气：swt =.=''

15 有几个兄弟姐妹：my one and only sister FATBUNNY =D

16 最喜欢的一首歌: I'll remember you

17 喜欢什么颜色：purple, black, white, red ... rainbow.. hahaha!

18 上厕所会不会后冲水：duhh~ =P u dont?

19 喜欢男生还是女生：straight~ duh...stupidnya~

20 最想大声说什么：AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

21 半夜敢不敢自己上厕所：of course... if not where do i pee?

22 最近看过最好看最欲罢不能的小说是什么：.........

23 谁很欠打：someone lah.. why shud i tell?

24 现在很迷什么：watching drama late at night

25 睡相很差：very cute~ peaceful

26 现在的时间：2.00pm

27 是否痛恨传给你卷的人：no~ what f0r? ;]

28 体重多少：=]

29 今天天气：sunny~`

30 你若中乐透最想做什么：spend it wisely ^^

31 大学生一定要玩的活动：.........

32 失眠后会：dont sleep la~

33 你睡觉有流口水的情况：>.<

34 近期开心的事：^_____________^

35 你经常通宵不睡吗：yeshhhh

36 推荐一首最近很喜欢的歌：Come back to me by Utada Hikaru

37 你能够和陌生人谈恋爱嘛？：NO

38 自由对于你来说有多重要？：VERY IMPORTANT~ no freedom no life =P

39 你人生中最想做的事情是什么？：make everyone happy~

40. 你最想为所爱的人做什么？：let them feel that they are LOVED by me~

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附加问题: 你打算几时结婚啊？：7 years from now =D

附加问题：你觉得生活有喜感么？： ^__^

附加问题： 相信塔罗牌么？: NO

睡觉前第一件事: close my eyes

起床后第一件事：switch off my alarm

你的偶像：no idol~

你喜欢的季节：winter

打工次数 : twice =)

你想去的地方：Australia

你讨厌什么样的个性：self centered

你会抽烟吗：yes

你会喝酒吗： yes

你常哭吗：yes

你常笑吗：depends

都睡到几点：when half the day is gone

朋友和情人你会选：myself

机会和命运你会选择：......

你很自恋吗：;]

你有穿耳洞么：yea

这问卷多不多：too many~ =.=''

喜欢吃冰吗：m0cha =P

现在幸福吗：OF COURSE！

最在乎那几个朋友：my darlings =DD

房间里最重要的东西是什么：my b0lster

男人精神出轨要不要原谅他：kill him

你认为人生的意义是什么：alot i guess

没有朋友你会怎么做：life goes on

如果天使可以满足你一个愿望你会要什么：happy life~ =P

我为什么做这个答题：because i was tagged by Sally and i'm bored~ ^^

喜欢吃的水果：watermelon

最害怕别人问你什么：none.. because i wont answer if i dont feel like it.

如果有下辈子要做什么：be myself =)

你最没有耐心做的一件事是什么？：wait for people

不想看书的时候怎么办: watch tv, sleep, yum cha..

自己眼中的理想收入是多少（实际一点）？：2k

你认为一个人多大了才有能力去选择生活的方向：我觉得思想比年龄重要吧，早熟的孩子怎么说？

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附加题目：

还希望这个问卷的问题继续增加：If its in English~ LOL ;

你的昵称是：Samantha

你对我的印象是：Cute meow meow~

你了解我：不了解

我了解你：不了解

这个问卷会让人更了解你: 不会

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1 被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。

2 请老实回答每一问题

3 不能擅自涂改题目。

4 写完请点 10 位小朋友，不可以不点

5 完后请通知那 10 位小朋友他被点到了

Amanda Chin

Wendy Tnay

Chloe Marshmallow

Diana Sim

Suleen Chong

Zhi Hao

Chloe Chan

Gianina Kon

Daphne Siaw

the person who's reading this =DD

enough

i had enough ;]

no more~` lalalalala~

am just gonna ignore everything...

=Ppp you have no rights~ hehee~

2nd day of this sem...

still alright..

had alot of fun~

hehe~ class was ok i gues...

n0thing much...

sh0wed lec my progress w0rk....

glad it was ok~ =DD

am in class now...

=) typography~ hehe~

cant wait to go back.... tired~``

b0oohOo``

LOl ; till then~

what's left?

sighh~``

felt like things are getting from

bad to worst... what are friends for?

most people just know how to think for themselves..

( honestly speaking )

and that's all i gotta say

what's left now??

no idea...

not saying any particular person~

back to study life~

hahaha!

class started today~

woke up ard 7 something..

slacked on the bed til 8.04am..

haha~ den i g0t up and showered...

went to SEGi...

waited for wendy, may, kaka =D

went up.. quite a number of us this sem..

but then mostly are our friends..

when its break time...

half of our class students went out..

all our friends.. LOl ;

class was ok la..

but that lecturer again..

=( bOoo~ sighhh~

oh well~ i guess it was ok for today~ so far~

hehehe~ back home... cooked porridge...

my dinner! hehe! and watch Rhythm of Life ..

nicee~ hehe! mum went for Alpha course..

i'm alone at home now.. online..

with the most adorable cat~ =DD

till then~`

depression?

why are most of my friends so sad?

so depress?

hurt? all those?

*huGgs*

xueli-dear~

just let it be first and focus on your studies..

if he really loves u, he'll wait for you and he'll stay true to you

and not cheat on you ... if he do so.. he isnt worth .. hugs` cheer up!

shimshim-dear~

talk it out and let him know everything...

how you felt.. how disappointed you are... everything..

make him know ur feelings... hope everything will work out fine dear~

huGgss! cheer up!! =)

and to another friend...

(not gonna mention as she doesnt usually tell)

cheer up~ find your way out of this depression...

i'm sure you can~ stop thinking negatively..

look on a brighter side.. =) you'll be ok~ huGgs!

guys~ treat girls nicely la...

d0nt hurt them lah..

it's fun for u guys?

if you dont know...

it HURTS like hell to us...

=)

woke up around 12.05..

baby called..

hmm.. woke up earlier on but heard

mum's friend downstair laugh laugh laugh..

so i went back to sleep.

hehehe~ went downstairs around 1..

had lunch.. and i online till n0w lohx...

going out to buy some stationeries...

as class is starting tomoro..

;] wh0le day class... wooO~

anyways... till then~

hehe!

sigh

6th June

woke up around 8 smth i guess..

didnt really wanna wake up but adeline is

bugging me up.. s0bbss~`

was planning to fairy caves with them..

but end up i didnt go..

went back home to sleep..

cause they wont be back till late evening ler..

anyways.. went home.. slept till 12 smth..

i went saberkas to cut my hair..

fuck! its the worst hair cut ever!

lousy ' ENTER CUT' stupid!

'

'

NEVER GO THERE PEOPLE~~

it SUCKS!

'

'

what more to say.. the guy that cut my hair

is the tauke~ wtf?!

i still scold after he cut..

they were all quiet when i scolded..

' cb, u see my hair.. u know how to cut or not?

so pb ah u.. siasoi~ '

so neways, i went back to my car..

den went off to baby's sis place to get

a cap.. thanks to baby's mum for comforting me.. (:

went off to hocklee... arcade..

played a few games.. den baby and i played

' hyper bishi bashi '

LOL ; i use to play it in PSone`

but then now its the machine itself..

hahaha! had so much fun... thanks for cheering me up~

afterthat went back home lohx..

daddy scold. =.=''

siiens~ but he himself went out...

i dont know...

was home whole morning..

but no one was home~`

when i got up~ no one was home~`

so i went out lah!! =.=''

you always ask me why i talk like that?

can't you tell? i'm EXACTLY like YOU!

how did you talked to me just now? think la`

anyways... went dinner with mum

and bought dvds home to watch..

my bloody valentine

and

the uninvited

hehes~` quite scary th0~

after watching movie~

went to sleep ady~` 2 smth~

7th June

woke up at 2 something almost 3...

but was on bed till 3.30 smth..

hehes~ lazy me~ oh well..

got up.. had my lunch and now i'm blogging..

it's 4.26 ady.. g0nna bath and go to church adyy~

as usual then off to my grandma's house~`

since they are back from CHINA~

till then~

(: smiles!

slept at 5.40am last night again..
LOL ; end up watching movie again and
talked to adeline on the phone till 5.40am..
hahaha! woke up at 11 smth..

went lunch with mum..
afterthat, sent mum h0me
den i went out (:

reached home around 4.30 plus..
went to church for 1st friday mass..
den afterthat went to adeline's house..

afterthat we went to joyous cafe
for adeline's birthday dinner..
afterthat we went to kado~
slacked dere for quite sometime..
den afterthat went back to adeline's house..
sleeping over dere tonight.. (:

till then... ^^

i quit smoking~ ;D

yippee

didnt bl0g last nite..

s0mehow dont feel so good.. hehe!

but end up watching devil beside you till 4..

n0thing much i did today..

but it was a great day but tiring..

g0t my car tinted.. oh well..

gonna continue watch

and go to sleep s0on.. ;]

goodnights!

=)

lazy to bl0g tonight..

hehe! i'm stuck watching

' devil beside you'

th0 i've watched it ady ...

and well, i start fr0m the 1st episode again..

and it's nice!=D slept late last nite.. 5.40am last nite..

woke up at 9..

hehehe~ had a great day t0day... =)

dad went fishing..

s0 am g0nna sleep with mum tonight

and the MOST ADORABLE CAT ;]

hehe~ will be watching few episodes of devil beside you

den g0 to bed i guess since i'm somehow sleepy..

and d0nt feel s0 well.. eekks..

must be the food at memories.. or maybe n0t..

wakkakaa xD

till then, g0nna bath and watch movie ady..

hehehe~

yeah!!

hip hip hurray!! =DD

haha! i deleted my msn!!

and i installed the old one... 8.1

yayy!! can log in!! whee~

so much better than the new one..

couldnt install 8.5 because when i try to log in,

they'll ask me to upgrade.. booo` lousy!

8.1 is good enuff okay?

it looks new too! =)) wheee!!

lousy msn9! hurray msn 8.1!!

trallalala~ 12.30 n0w..

LOL ; am still downstairs online...

mum watching tv and dad reading newspaper..

hiaks hiaks... ^^

till then!! ;]

i hate msn

what's going on with my msn?

i'm so tired of it..

i tried everyways..

nothing works.. someone please tell me

what to do... grrr! so pissed..

nothing much today.. woke up late..

3.30pm.. home whole day..

didnt go out....

=D

Happy Gawai

i would like to wish everyone

HAPPY GAWAI =D

hehehe~ omig0sh! it's june already..

so fast.. lols.. class is starting s0on ady!

hehe! ;]