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grandma is admitted in the hospital..

went to Normah Medical Specialist Centre

just now to visit her.. she had her surgery

and now she's ok.. just that she's in pain..

it breaks my heart when she held my hand and told me that it hurts =((

stay strong grandma and hang in there.. 

the pain will go away..

God is with you ♥ 

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went for photoshooting today..

went to friendship park, reservoir, bau, samarahan..

i dono where else.. LOL!

took a few pictures.. went to the paddy fields..

it was my first time being so near to a paddy field..

i was actually on the paddy field.. haha! great experience.. =))

nothing much today.. spent most of the time in the car..

the distance... ugh... wasted time mostly in the car..

oh well, but i'm glad atleast i took a few..

due dates are coming! stressing..

8R photos? 23 pieces?

i wonder how much does it cost.. 

geez... spend money again and again ...

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oh yeahh.. i was so pissed yesterday because of my assignment partner..

FHL... son of a bitch.. due date is on monday..

he told me to do my part and he do his..

so yeah.. i did mine.. finished.. he couldn't show me his progress

because he asked people to design at the shop..

in the end he told me to meet him up at college at 1.30pm..

so i stayed in college till then.. i called him and he told me he couldn't come

because he's busy.. and he said.. ' there's not enough time, we do individual la '

i was like ' cheeeeeeebyeeee you! !@#$%^!*& . . . . . . . . . . '

and i hung up the phone.. fuck la~ you know how disappointing is it 

and somehow i felt betrayed? especially during last minute? 

reallyfuckman! go die please? =.=|||

anyways, i had help from friends..

thanks alot.. so i guess i'm doing it individual la..

Thank God for helping me and sending friends to help me out..

really thankful.. i appreciate it..

i believe God will always make a way for us.. 

Amen?

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dear isn't feeling well too.. =((

he's been having sorethroat for a day or two now?

his mood is down too.. because it hurts alot for him

due to some reasons.. right now he's alright...

because he took med.. so i guess the med is working..

but when the med went off... he'll feel restless again =((

get well soon my dear!!

f e a r

Okayy,, i got this random thingy.. So i've decided to blog about it.. :))

What are you afraid of? I'm sure most of us fear about something.. not everything but there are still things that we are afraid of no matter how tough you are :DD but these are just randoms that i got and i will mark an 'X' on the ones i'm afraid of.. i haven't read it.. so here goes .. :)

I’m afraid of…

[X] the dark (not all the time, unless its like in the woods or something)

[ ] staying single forever

[ ] being a parent

[ ] giving birth

[ ] being myself in front of others.

[x] open spaces

[x] closed spaces

[X] heights (definitely..)

[X] dogs (fierce ones. tell me u're not? lols! if not why do we have watchdogs?)

[  ] birds

[X] fish (sharks?)

[X] spiders

[  ] flowers or other plants

[X] being touched

[ ] fire

[ ] deep water

[X] snakes (wild ones)

[ ] silk

[ ] the ocean

[X] failure

[ ] success

[X] thunder/lightning

[ ] frogs/toads

[ ] my boyfriend’s/girlfriend’s dad

[ ] boyfriend’s/girlfriend’s mom

[ ] rats

[ ] jumping from high places

[ ] snow

[ ] rain

[ ] wind

[ ] crossing hanging bridges

[ ] death

[ ] heaven

[ ] being robbed

[ ] falling

[ ] clowns

[ ] dolls

[ ] large crowds of people

[ ] men

[ ] women

[ ] having great responsibilities

[ ] doctors

[X] tornadoes

[X] hurricanes

[X]incurable diseases

[X] sharks

[ ] Friday the 13th

[ ] ghosts

[ ] poverty

[ ] halloween

[ ] school

[ ] trains

[ ] odd numbers

[ ] even numbers

[X] being alone (in a way)

[X] becoming blind

[X] becoming deaf

[ ] growing up

[X] creepy noises in the night

[X] bee stings

[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals

[ ] needles

[ ] blood

[ ] dinosaurs

[ ] the welcome mat

[ ] high speed

[ ] throwing up

[ ] falling in love

[ ] super secrets

LOL~ that was funny,, certain things i was wondering.. nahh, but IF den yes..lols,, if you get what i mean.. when you read it.. i'm sure you have alot of questions in your mind.. =))  i got 21 over 72 ?

What about you ?

What are you afraid of ?  :DD

1227pm

bored! i feel like going out...

mum is going to work soon..

anybody wanna go out? LOL~

went breakfast this morning with dear

and then i went back home... dear left for work..

so, i online until now.. facebooking, millionaire city..

its a sunny day! 

hehes! friday todayy~

waiting for my uncle to call me..

please call soon ! hahaha! i can't wait.. 

=P hiaks hiakss~

its gonna rain !

dark clouds are coming..

its gonna rain. 

i'm bored.

had lunch with friends..

right now am back but bored..

nothing much to do.. dear is working..

happy for him.. work hard ! =))

what am i doing?

facebooking?

millionaire city?

hollywood city?

baking life?

cafe life?

nightclub city?

LOL! 

gonna have a nap!

toodles!

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its 10.21am now..

i'm in class.. 

and... sigh!

one thing i can say is..

class is super 

everyone is in class doing their own thing..

including lecturer.. hmm~

some are watching movie?

and the line is super lag because of that..

sometimes, its just.... sigh,

i mean, hey,. don't watch movie here in class..

don't be so inconsiderate.. the line isn't yours

but everyone else's ..

atleast be considerate..

watch movie at home or something..

geez.. 

going back in a bit i guess..

nothing to do here.. siienns~~

sleepy day~

right,, 

i've no idea why i feel so tired today..

x[[ just feeling not right..

but of course i feel better now.. weettts! =DD

papa woke mii and dear up this morning..

LOL! we got a fright somehow. xD

had laksa for our breakfast and wonton for lunch..

hehes! dear's mum cook wonton for us..

slacked dere..

and yea, i fell asleep.

x[[ had dreams.. weird dreams.. like seriously...

oh well,,

had dinner at home,, papa cooked dinner!

yummy, he cooked curry! its superdelicious! xD

afterthat, dear and i went to his place.. his lil bro challenge him

playing the chinese chess.. dear won. LOL! wakkaka!

afterthat, we went for a drink at AfterFour.

and car ride.. den we went back home =))

right now, nothing much...

facebooking , listening to songs and blogging..

yeahh,, i would like to introduce you to a song...

its super nice! =P blekk

Lollipop F 最佳男配角mv ~ 阿緯好可憐版

LOLLIPOP F 四度空間 完整版高畫質MV

they sound great don't they? 

weetttss! =))

assignments due dates are coming..

ohmy,, siienns.. but then i can't wait for the afterthat~

LOL! i'll be freeeeeeeeee like a bird! haha!

morning class tomorrow.. x[[

ohno~~~ the lazinessssss~

but anyways, am finishing my studies soon~

so i guess, final days of my studies..

afterthat its all about work!

work work work, earn earn earn..

which means,,

SHOPPING! TRAVELLING! weettts!

looking forward for it.. ehehe!

oh puhleaseeee~

geez,, i hate copycats..

everything was ok for years 

but now, things came back... FYL bitch..

grow up,, can't you do things in your own way or smth

and not follow? like as if it was your way / ideas of smth or whatever..

please la.. be original..

ok, probably you say that you're being yourself..

being yourself by copying ppl's way and so on? oh puhleaseeee~ =.=

get a life~

i don't care what you are or who you are kayy?

yes its you i'm talking about .

please fucking grow up k?

stop bullshitting~

you're lucky i never mention names =))

love this !

Dance with my Father by Luther Vandross

i love this song so much .

when i really listen to it , it brings me tears..

enjoy it =)

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around til' I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
How I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again, ooh

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah yeah
Then finally make me do just what my momma said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance, one final step
One final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me

I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved?
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying to dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

OMG! i want!

OMG!

i was looking at a digital camera at The Spring

the other day with feli.. its pink in colour..

its niceeee! but then again i saw this camera!

i feel like i want this more!!!!

take a look at 

the Samsung ST550 / TL225

omigoshh! weettss! its nicee! ok ok..

maybe because you could see yourself when you capture it..

oh well, its good for travelling.. because lets say if you're out with

your love ones , you wanna take a picture together...

it is easier right? you can look whether it fits you both in the picture..

xD   ok ok , whatever it is... i just love it!

Samsung ST550 Specifications

Type
Type	Compact
Storage Type	Micro SD/ Micro SDHC
Image Type	JPEG (DCF), EXIF 2.21, DPOF 1.1, PictBridge 1.0
Imaging Element
Type	CCD
Effective pixels	12.2 Megapixels
Image Ratio	4:3
System Features
ISO	Auto, 80, 100, 200, 400, 800, 1600, 3200
Exposure	±2EV in 1/3EV steps
Metering	Multi, Spot, Center Weighted, Face Detection AE
Shutter Speeds	1/8 - 1/2000 Seconds
Focusing System
Built-in Flash	Yes
Flash Mode	Auto, Auto & Red-eye reduction, Fill-in flash, Slow sync, Flash off, Red eye fix
Focal Length	27 - 124.2 mm
Focusing Modes	Multi AF, Center AF, Face Detection AF, Smart Touch AF, Smart Face Recognition AF, One Touch Shooting
Display Features
LCD	Main:3.5 Inches, Front:1.5 Inches
LCD Dots	Main:1,152K Full Touch LCD; Front:61K LCD
Live View	TFT LCD
Dimension and Weight
Dimension	99.8 x 59.8 x 18.6 mm
Weight	165.7g
Battery	SLB-07A Rechargeable

its nice right? hmm,, i wonder which one should i get.. 

but i still love this one more!!! =))

*dilemma

fourteenELEVEN2o1o

hello people,,

i just feel like blogging but 

i do not know what to blog about today..

wtf x((

blog abt my feelings?

life . .

hmm,, things are sweet and happy for me =))

better each day of course!

assignments are stressing me up =((

other that that... looking forward for December..

wanna save money! 

i don't like the way she stares at him?

but i don't wanna care. trying not to?

because he's never yours , never gonna be. ok? xD

class tomorrow again..

afternoon.. i hope it aint that boring..

hope that i have the ideas to do my assignments too!

=DD yayys! ohyea,, went boulevard with dear and feli !

i finally bought my HELLO KITTY tissues! lolx.. wtf right?

i went there just to buy that actually.. =))

i want a new phone! someone get me one pleaseeee~

haha! i wonder whether my uncle got me one...

xD because i want it to be dual sim card =P

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went out with feli yesterday..

=) we went to The Spring Kbox .

winnie joined us.

we sing , we shout , we laugh .

LOL!! i had alot of fun :))

feli is a nice girl.. like a little sister to me..

well, i only get to meet her face to face this year.

and hangout with her...

i've known her like sinceidontknowwhen in Friendster.

and this is her back then . . 

(don't kill me for this.. xD )

should be a long time~ haha! and now we're on Facebook!

she saw me a few times outside... but i didn't @.@

haha! macam stalker.. jkjk~

but i saw her once at PCfair.. my first impression of her was..

'ohmy, why is she staring at me like that. so fierce looking. o.O'

haha! =Ppp blekkk~

anyways, she's 2 years younger than me.

graduated from chmsno1 =)

its always nice to talk to her, to share what we think abt smth..

or gossips =x and talk about whatever we feel like and girl talk! ahemmms~

its great to have you around ^^

oh yea, she's very obedient to me.. she listens to my advices.. =)

i'm glad.. and happy to see her going thru her life, thru the good and bad time..

everything will be okayyy . smile always feli ! ♥

 oh yea,, and she edited this.. i was surprised !

LOL! xD thanks babe!

glad to have a little sis like you =))

okayyy,, its 12.07am now..

feeling kinda down due to something 

and idontknowwhy.

the feeling sucks alot.

just stay away from him ok? 

i don't wanna care.

gonna sleep in a bit.

bored . =/